Alright. I’ve never been that person who really cared when people said shit to her or made fun of her for things..
But right now and lately, I feel like I can’t say or do anything without people making a comment about it.
Nothing.
It’s been happening a lot and I’ve let most of it just roll right off my back but it’s all just piling up and I feel a little ganged up on.
Don’t worry guys..I don’t have any feelings at all.
You should know that I say stupid things. A lot. Almost 99.9% of the time. I laugh at myself even when things aren’t funny at all. That happens a lot more than it probably should.
I worry about things constantly. I psych myself out a lot. Even if it’s over something small..like buying a parking pass and trying to find the building. I have a tendency to over think a lot of things..which is never a good thing for anyone but it is something I’m working on.
I laugh a lot when I’m tired, you might think I’m on drugs, but I promise you, I’m not. I love oreos and milk (I dunk). I love my dog almost way too much.
I play Call of Duty..but I don’t brag about it just to prove that I’m one of those “awesome” girls. I don’t care if you play x-box and I won’t threaten to throw it away, because I personally hate those ‘he broke my heart so I broke his x-box’ sayings. I’ll sit down right next to you and play and then laugh when I win.
I’ll want to spend time talking to you. I’ll listen to you, whatever you have to say. I’ll try to cook for you, but I won’t promise a masterpiece right away.
You know those girls who dress up constantly? No matter how many times I tell myself that one day, I’ll just wake up and take the time to make myself look cute, I will forever be the t-shirt and jeans girl. That doesn’t mean I won’t ever do it, I’m just saying I’ll pick the comfort route over the dress-up look any day.
I won’t freak out over a spider. I won’t care about getting dirty. I want to go fishing and camping. I won’t make you spend hours shopping with me because it’s very rare that I shop for hours.
Sometimes I’ll just want to have a movie day and just lay on the couch with you all day, those are the days that will more than likely be my favorite. I won’t expect you to buy me all these things because even though everything you buy me will be more than appreciated, I’ll appreciate you more than anything money could ever buy. All I ask is that you tell me the truth and love me for who I am.
I’m not big on Valentine’s Day, so you don’t have to go all out. Let’s just watch movies and eat ice-cream and candy all night, okay?
I’ve made mistakes in my life and all I want from you is to just understand.
There’s a lot more to me than it may look like, but I can tell you now, I’ll always be there for you. I promise to listen to you whenever. I promise to be there for you to talk to. Your problems will be mine and I’ll do whatever it takes to make it better. I promise you this and so much more.
And more importantly,
I promise to always love you, no matter what.
I always think about you. Everyday.
I think about how much I miss you and how I would give everything to just be able to talk to you.
And then I think about what you said to me in the end. The bad stuff. Everything you said. And honestly, I start to wonder why I still miss you and why I still think it’s you..
And then I think…you didn’t mean anything you said. The bad stuff.
And that’s why I miss you.
After all this time. It’s still you.
Everything’s Fine Symphony Soldier TOUR 2012!
The Cab, The Summer Set, He is we, Days Difference, Paradise Fears
Get your tickets here:
I’ll be there. Feb 1st.
10 months and 17 letters.
And I’m still going.
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